I could write a entire book here, because so many I love is not longer here with me! First my father and now my mum, but you are always in my heart and mind.
I love you endlessly , beyond description much. You were my everything, and one day shall we meet again!! So for me, there is no goodbye.
Bonito! My wonderful lovely little dog! He was an American Cocker spaniel, and I have never seen a more cuter dog in my life. My mum gave him to me, when my dad passed away.
You became the life, the light and hope, when everything else felt meaningless.
The worlds nicest dog - here with my little bird Zittto...
Once my sister Jonna and I was out walking with our dogs, and suddenly you were gone!
-Oh, Where is he now?
After a while we found you.. Hmm you stood with your head down in some fishermen backpacks and tore out their sandwiches.. Ohh no! my god I am so sorry !!
Can I get you some new sandwiches?
And then we have that time, when I had invited some friends home for some shrimp crepes, and wine! when everything was lay and the wine was on the table, the doorbell ring.
I think I was away for about one minute, when I was remembering you! I run back to the living room, just to catch you, when you swallowed the last shrimp crepes.. - well at least we still got the wine left.
And then the time when I should move away from my parents home..
I was fairly afraid of the dark and could imagine the most terrible things happen :o)
Like when I should go to bed, well I had you, so I didn't have to be afraid of anything, but when I took a look at you, I see that you are tremble like a leaf and then suddenly you can't take any more and jump into my bed and continue to tremble of pure fear, well I cant say that I felt more courageous after that.
And once again we ended up sleeping on my sisters sofa!!
|You'll never understood the secret about all of Sam's pool of waters ;o)
Anyway you were the worlds most wonderful living creature and there is not a day, when you are not in my thoughts.. I love you so much!!
But now you have mummy with you and you were also her little light!
I know you have it good where you are now..
I am sure you are happy, satisfied and your legs and back are not hurting you any more!!
Maybe you miss me too a little? but there will come a time when we will meet again. Then we shall play, teasing, cuddle, EAT, Etc etc..just be together.
Until then I guess I have to endure, how difficult and painful it still will be..